When your family has been fragmented and dissipated by their work in confidential areas for the government, and you've encountered some rather spectacular corruption in the (large) institutions you've studied at, leaving you with degrees and experience, but virtually no chance of a basically sufficient life or career in the society, the only possible thing to do is to do work of undoubted worth every day, and attempt to get to a place (almost certainly, abroad) where it would be possible to do real work and have a minimally sufficient life. This is my present task.
