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Two lessons from the experience:

-- Never think that the present condition is inherently a derogation of the necessary things.  You have to work wherever and however you find yourself.  I had thought the nomading uncongenial for the work, as it was an exile of sorts, going from one Humble Quarters to another, and keeping a very close watch on the discretionary spending, even in the least developed areas of the Second World.  When the sustaining factors unexpectedly vanished, and I was launched into the present existence, the ability to function in the world immediately previous suddenly became plain.  Always the case, I suppose.  The grass is always greener in memory.

-- Be ruthless about rooting out any quiet pining for some times in the past.  In Macedonia, I might have mused about the research libraries, cheap gyms, and relatively inexpensive high-protein foods in the city, and although I was careful to add the caveat that having such things at present would also likely involve immense hardship, I can't be absolutely sure that the spirit catches all of our caveats.  Fleshpots of Egypt.  Nostalgie de la boue.