The morning meditations are becoming very difficult to write, almost like fighting through a wall of lead. Not infrequently losing consciousness for a few minutes beforehand, and then a constant heaviness throughout body and mind. Likely simply the body adjusting to the library workspace after the workout and the difficulties of the evening.
Perhaps I need a stronger form of caffeine. I used to (pace Brigham Young) have some German chocolate developed during the war in the mornings and late nights, but that was in the days of disposable income.