Again. Read the books written just under a hundred years ago, and the works before them. Come to a certain understanding of the world that is adequate to phenomenological reality, and that offers a method (μετ - οδοσ) of thinking about it in a clear and distinct manner. No one is to this manner born.
Then, endeavour to understand what happened. Using the forms of disciplined life of the past, and not categorically rejecting the novel aspects of the world, categorically reject the notion that they must be thought about in a certain way. Be wary of intellectual apprenticeships. Power is a transcendent aspect of human experience in history, and being in the spell of another, whether in person, or through the medium of technology, can damage your ability to understand the world.
The old disciplines of thinking provide you with the means to understand; the novel aspects of the world are the objects of this understanding. Be wary of the reversal of this. (The actual, and helpful, reversal is: adequatio: perception / clear & distinct : understanding. Perhaps.)
Gently down the stream.